[R-G] Eastern Promises

[Yoshie Furuhashi]

<http://www.haaretz.com/hasen/pages/ShArtStEngPE.jhtml?itemNo=929674>
Last update - 22:38 30/11/2007
Eastern promises
By Yotam Feldman

AMMAN - At twilight, the labyrinthine paths of the ancient Roman
theater in Amman begin to fill up. Men who have come alone stand in
waiting postures, impatient, casting glances this way and that. Others
congregate by the wall or on benches, not letting the patrolling
police bother them. Occasionally a couple disappears into a clump of
bushes or into one of the niches. Many tourists might be confused by
the scene, but a gay tourist will get it immediately.

Most of the men who approach the tourists are selling sex for money,
sometimes mediated by a pimp lurking in another corner of the theater.
Relations with those who are not engaged in prostitution also
sometimes have a character that makes it impossible to be oblivious to
economic power relations. The tourist will invite them for drinks or
dinner, for example, or will pay for the hotel room to which they will
go, perhaps, at the end of the evening.

There are other places, too, for those seeking cross-border relations:
Thakafa Street (thakafa means "culture" in Arabic) in the Shmeisani
quarter is a cruising site for a higher-level crowd. Strolling on the
well-lit street, amid the ubiquitous campaign posters for the
parliamentary elections, are families with children, groups of
students and also gay men (mostly young) who are trying to spot a new
face in the city's small, stifling community. The searchers can be
identified by their long pauses every few steps or by their many
sidelong glances.

Iman, a young literature student of Palestinian origin, whose family
comes from Hebron, is here with friends to cruise Thakafa Street -
"Not necessarily to look for anything, but if the opportunity arises,
why not?" He is not ashamed to say that he's looking mainly for
foreigners. "In a small place like Amman, people we don't know, with
whom we haven't yet slept, are a refreshing innovation. You can find
tourists here from different countries - Americans and Europeans - and
also many from Arab states, and occasionally also Israelis."

Just that morning, Iman relates, he met, via the Internet, a Saudi
student who was in the city for a short visit. "It's been a long time
since I met someone so uptight," he says. "He didn't stop shaking
until we entered the hotel room. Anyway, I won't see him again."

In the evening, Iman and his friends hang out at Books at Cafe, a coffee
shop that is considered "gay-friendly" and whose owner acts as an
adviser and mentor to his clients. He tells of efforts by the young
people to create a sense of community. Two of them, he says, tried
recently to put out a magazine for gays, but quickly found themselves
in trouble with the authorities, who threatened them with legal
proceedings. They shelved the idea. We meet one of them later in the
evening, together with a group of his friends, in the gay bar RGB, a
relatively new establishment. It's not very big - five wooden tables
around which two groups of young men are milling. Sitting at one of
the tables are two women, a couple, who have come from the lesbian bar
that opened recently not far from RGB.

Marwan, a successful young Palestinian entrepreneur, originally from
Jerusalem, who is at RGB almost every evening, says he is not
concerned by the implications of the ties between Jordanians and
tourists. "The westernization and Jordan's economic dependence on the
West are facts of life. The tourists, on the other hand, also
alleviate our distress."

At the same time, he regrets the fact that forging genuine relations
is impossible under these conditions. "The end is more or less
inevitable - the tourist will leave and we will probably never talk
again. It is also unfortunate that it is impossible to find a place
for meaningful encounters - all my recent encounters were in hotel
rooms or in my car. Sometimes I feel a little like a prostitute."

The anti-erotic element

"They were an instance of the eastern boy and boy affection which the
segregation of women made inevitable. Such friendships often led to
manly loves of a depth and force beyond our flesh-steeped conceit.
When innocent they were hot and unashamed." - T.E. Lawrence, "Seven
Pillars of Wisdom"

Gay Israeli travelers frequent Jordan, Egypt, Morocco, Tunisia, Turkey
and Dubai. Holders of two passports also visit Beirut, which they say
can compete with Tel Aviv as the gay capital of the Middle East, and
Damascus, where the gay scene is more secretive. This is not sex
tourism, all the travelers who were interviewed for this article
emphasized, certainly not in the narrow sense of obtaining sex in
return for money.

The fear of being exposed as an Israeli heightens the thrill, some of
the visitors say. "It's a state of consciousness, which allows you to
overcome the usual inhibitions. The erotic yearning mobilizes
additional forces," says Arnon, 35, who works for a human rights
organization and makes frequent visits to Arab countries.

The fantasy that lured Western travelers to the Arab world is not new.
In the 19th century, writers and other creative artists, Europeans in
general and Frenchmen in particular, were drawn to the Levant under
the auspices of colonialism. On their return they described places
where men slept with other men without being categorized as
homosexuals, as in the West.

"What connected me to the East was French literature of the 19th and
20th centuries," Arnon says. "Roland Barthes connected me to Morocco,
and Flaubert to Tunisia. My image was of a place where almost every
man could find himself in a sexual situation with another man, because
you don't have the Catholic prohibition on sexual contact between
males. That is further intensified for a Western man, for whom all the
barriers are lifted, in part by material incentives. It is not
confined to a bar or a park. The horizon of possibilities is far more
dynamic, and it is not just about those who declare themselves gay. It
can also be a married man - anyone, really."

And were your expectations fulfilled?

"Very quickly. There are always these types who approach you. For
example, in Tunis - you are sitting in a cafe and someone makes eyes
at you, comes over and asks, 'What are you looking for?' 'Where are
you from? Are you married?' 'Would you like to go someplace?' You
don't necessarily go straight to the hotel. Usually they want to go
out, want you to take them drinking, to a discotheque."

And it's at this stage that the economic dependence is created?

"In the background, there is always the question of what they will get
out of it in material terms. It's not that you are going to send them
a hundred dollars a month for the rest of their lives, but relations
of dependence form. Some of them told me that their dream is to leave
Tunis and live in the West. They asked if I could write a letter to my
consul general that will make it possible for them to get a visa. They
asked that after 25 minutes of conversation."

What was your reply?

"I think I left it open. I said it's an interesting idea, maybe I will try."

Does this put a damper on the experience?

"It is the anti-erotic element that bothers me. In Tunisia, for
example, someone I met invited me to his cousin's home. I went with
him, even though I did not necessarily want sexual contact. I
understood that the sexual thing was the payment I would make in order
to see his house.

"We got a cab and drove out to a kind of suburb. It was a large house,
what's known in Israel as an Arab villa, made of concrete, on which
construction was completed but hadn't yet been quite whitewashed or
furnished, or maybe would never be whitewashed because the money has
run out. The uncle was sitting in the courtyard, holding prayer beads
and smoking. We said hello, and the man introduced me in Arabic and
spoke with him."

Was the uncle surprised to see a Western tourist in his courtyard?

"Not in the least. Maybe he was thinking that this was exactly what he
did with the French who were there 50 years ago. He was completely at
ease. Inside we met the cousin - 'ahalan wasahalan' - and then okay,
let's go to my room. We entered a room, which may or may not have been
his, where there were two wooden beds and a poster of a Hollywood star
on the wall. The small talk continued, the same conversation that is
repeated on every trip. At a certain point he decides to turn off the
light and starts to lean over me. After our pants are lowered the
cousin opens the door and turns on the light. I thought there was
going to be trouble, maybe he would be appalled, or maybe he would
want to join, I don't know, but he only asked him something, took a
pack of cigarettes from him, and left."

Does the political dimension make such encounters highly charged?

"From my point of view, that dimension is critical, because if you
leave only the sexual core, nothing would exist. It all comes from
anthropological curiosity, political power relations, attraction to
him as the representation of something, through my Israeliness and
Jewishness. It is absolutely a type of conquest or operation in enemy
territory and a speedy withdrawal. I came, I experienced a few things,
I pulled out. The moment I have collected intelligence, withdrawal
back to the hotel as quickly as possible."

Every trip is political

"The association between the Orient and sex is remarkably persistent.
The Middle East is resistant, as any virgin would be, but the male
scholar wins the prize by bursting open, penetrating the Gordian knot
... 'Harmony' is the result of the conquest of maidenly coyness."

- Edward Said, "Orientalism"

Lior Kay, 32, one of the founders of the gay forum called Red-Pink in
the Hadash Arab-Jewish party, has paid many visits to Arab states,
including Iraq. He finds a direct link between his experiences as a
gay man in Tel Aviv and his adventures abroad. "There is something
very international about being gay," he says. "Gays have a tool that
allows them to enter deep into communities that are rooted in the
local culture. When you come to someone for a one-night stand, you
learn about all kinds of things. You can see the house, meet the
friends, have breakfast with them. There is this very deep desire to
get to know, even if it is only for one night - things that don't
necessarily happen to tourists.

"I, for example, like parks more than pubs, because there is an
experience of disclosure there. You meet people who are outside the
mainstream. In parks there are people who have no vested interests. We
forget that there are people who do not have vested interests. That's
what I do in Jordan, for example, just talk with people who are
wandering around the amphitheater."

Kay entered Iraq in February 2004 on a U.S. passport, eight months
after the start of the occupation. "On Friday I took a bus from Tel
Aviv to Beit She'an. I hitchhiked to the border and then took a taxi
to Amman, where I got a taxi to Baghdad. It was a 12-hour trip. We
made a night stop in the desert and waited for the dawn, because it
was dangerous to enter the Sunni triangle in the dark."

There were hardly any tourists in Iraq at the time, he says. He walked
around the city and talked to people, but was afraid to look for men.

Are these visits also related to your political attitudes?

"For me, all the trips are political and also social, in the sense
that I see up close how people live. In many places I saw the anger at
the West's pillage of resources, and of course at the Israeli
occupation. The trips lent color to my political approach. You have to
read books and studies and quotes by Brecht, but you also need color
and aroma and soul to determine your political identity."

What is the negative side of being political in this context?

"There is a feeling of a stereotype that is at work on both sides. The
fantasy of the West that likes what's available and hot, and the
people who live there, who hope to latch on to the tourists to get out
of the disgusting cycle of poverty. Sex in these countries has a very
clear economic element: a relationship of exploiter and exploited.
Sometimes there is a feeling that you can go with almost anyone you
meet, that they want you not because of your personality but because
of these relations."

Where is that reflected?

"Everywhere, and first of all in bed. Even the active and passive
thing - very often they will not agree to be passive with a Jew. There
is definitely a matter of honor."

Do experiences in these countries challenge some of the images of homosexuality?

"Yes. We know the Western definition of the gay person - someone like
Oscar Wilde - but in the Arab countries it is formulated in different
codes of their culture. There is also liberation from the usual image
of the body - less of the Western worship of youth. Many of the
normative rules of the West do not apply there. Here we have the gyms,
the hair removal; there it is a little less orderly, there are more
possibilities."

Legislation is now being formulated that will strip Israelis of their
citizenship if they visit Arab countries with which Israel does not
have an agreement. Is it possible that you will no longer be able to
travel there?

"I am a law-abiding citizen, but I don't know how far my instinct for
adventure will be repressed by that. Especially when it's a flagrantly
undemocratic law which is aimed, I think, less at people like me than
at Knesset members whose activity might create a chance for peace."

Assad watches the men

"I wallow in the tavernas and brothels of Beirut.

I live a vile life, devoted to cheap debauchery.

The one thing that saves me,

like durable beauty, like perfume

that goes on clinging to my flesh, is this: Tamides,

most exquisite of young men, was mine for two years,

and mine not for a house or a villa on the Nile."

- From "In the Tavernas," by Constantin Cavafy, translated by Edmund
Keeley / Philip Sherrard

Russell, an American who immigrated to Israel in 1982, first visited
Syria in 1993, entering the country on an American passport. His first
encounter with the gay community of Damascus was a chance one. "I went
into a pizzeria in Damascus. There was only one empty seat. The young
Syrian who was sitting next to me asked where I was from, and we got
into a conversation. It turned out that he was in charge of renovating
the Jewish Quarter in the Old City of Damascus.

"Even though the norms are very different in Syria - for example, it
is routine for men to walk hand in hand in the street, and usually it
doesn't mean a thing - he somehow tuned me in and quickly started to
pour out his heart. I asked him what was happening and where it was
happening. He said it was done with a very low profile, a very
traditional approach. The fear is less of the authorities, who monitor
everything that goes on in the country, including gays, than of family
and friends. He told me that people got together in homes, that there
was a kind of group of gays who met every so often, and that there was
sometimes sex with married men, too, but that there was no true gay
life."

And besides the homes, are there other meeting places?

"In contrast to other Arab states, nothing happens in the hamams
[public baths], but there are parks."

Russell's host took him to a park. "He told me it was the cruising
park of Damascus and that everyone went there, of all ages, for money
and not for money. In the middle of the park there is a huge statue of
Assad, who seems to be watching all the men. We walked around a
little, said hello to a few people, and left."

What was the atmosphere like?

"Dark and not very pleasant, not friendly. I didn't feel that I could
have hooked up with someone if I had found anyone. I also drew a lot
of attention - suddenly there was this new face, white with blue eyes.
A tourist in Independence Park [in Jerusalem] might be an attraction,
but not a big deal."

Did you get an unpleasant economic feeling from your encounters with
men in Arab countries?

"Not necessarily. I've been to Jordan 200 times. If you go to
Book at Cafe and want to meet someone, you can put out feelers
immediately. If it is someone who speaks English and is well dressed,
you know he is not after your money. People who are after money will
go to the theater area, where the refugees hang out and where there
are more needy people. Of course, it differs from one country to
another - Dubai is one big brothel, filled with foreign workers, most
of the population is not Arabic, and you don't walk three meters
without someone stopping you, whether it's in a mall or in Starbucks,
it makes no difference."

No consideration for Edward Said

"Here it's quite well accepted. One admits one's sodomy and talks
about it at the dinner table. Sometimes one denies it a bit, then
everyone yells at you and it ends up getting admitted. Traveling for
our learning experience and charged with a mission by the government,
we see it as our duty to give in to this mode of ejaculation." -
Gustave Flaubert, "Flaubert in Egypt," translated by Francis
Steegmuller

Yair Kedar, who was the editor of the travel magazine Masa Aher from
2003 to 2005, first visited Egypt in 1991, when he was 22. "I went
with a gay French friend and an Italian-speaking Korean clergyman who
joined us through a travel agency," he says. Kedar started to look for
the gay scene where he had been told it was happening: hotel lobbies.

"You are in a very large hotel lobby, in the Hilton, say, and you sit
down on a sofa and scan the place. Someone sits down next to you and
you start to talk about the weather - 'It's really hot today.' 'Where
are you from?' 'What do you do?' 'Have you been to the pyramids?' And
then he asks you if you would like to have a cup of coffee, and adds,
'Just the two of us.' And from there things develop.

"There is also the boardwalk along the Nile, which is a good catching
place, these liminal places along the water, where culture ends. You
wander around in the evening, there are groups of two-three guys and
they start to talk to you, and suggest that they go with you and visit
the room."

Do you feel guilty because gay tourism is also sex tourism, in the
negative sense?

"That is a moral dilemma, because the visits also derive from good
reasons. Is there a conflict between what they are selling and the
regimes in these countries, and the economic dimension that permeates
the sexual relations? There is a big contradiction. But I see these
contradictions in other places, too. There were travelers whom I spoke
to as editor of Masa Aher, and at first they would tell me, 'I was at
the volcano, I was on a trek, I was here and there,' and then, when
things warmed up, they would tell me what they did at night -
12-year-old girls in Colombia and Thailand."

Is there something distinctive about the gay experience in places like this?

"There is a similarity between gay cruising and tourism: you are sold
something that looks terrific from the outside by hiding the moral
problem it entails - in that something is promised that cannot be
fulfilled. In both cases there is a large dimension of guilt. On the
other hand, I always thought that homosexuality is a great treasure
that enables you to meet people and embark on new voyages with them.
It's intriguing, and you acquire experiences, until at a certain age
you discover that you are becoming less patient and less inquisitive."

Benny Ziffer, the editor of the weekly Culture and Literature
supplement of Haaretz (Hebrew edition), has written a great deal, in
books and articles, about his erotic experiences in Arab countries. He
says he chooses to ignore the feeling of guilt that accrues to the
economic relations.

"You walk in Alexandria and people offer themselves to you in return
for shawarma. If I were political and Marxist, I would not do
anything. If someone offers you something like that, you have to cry
out to the high heavens. I am doing something bad: I am fulfilling a
desire at the expense of these unfortunates. These relations of power
are ancient, you know, it was the pattern in the colonial period.
People who were nothing in France became great lords in these
countries, because they could control the people."

How do you justify it to yourself?

"Maybe in my writing I purify myself, maybe by saying it now. I always
travel in order to write, and I have always written; I can't bring
myself to travel just like that - and I am not original in this, I did
not invent it. I go to Egypt with the official goal of writing about
bookstores, but the real inner goal is for something to happen from
the erotic point of view, otherwise I will be very disappointed."

Don't political relations interfere, in a period when there is
critical talk about the East that was created by the writers you read?

"I immerse myself in the erotic and literary East alike, without
taking account of orientalism and without taking account of Edward
Said. I have my life and my experiences and my things."W
--
Yoshie
<http://montages.blogspot.com/>